Meditations on Incarceration
Weed
In the joint, pinhead
joints cost tens dollars, helping
310 works
Weed
In the joint, pinhead
joints cost tens dollars, helping
Stretched out in the back of the bus
a woman twitches in her sleep,
reminds me of a fish.
Clouds clot the sky, where they break, the retiring sun
pulses through the firmament
draped over the wounded Hudson Valley
You wobbling cantilever
between the ages
Fitting into circles,
In this ignominious time
I have turned 70.
The world is a sore.
The most important thing to know about prehistoric humans is that
they were insignificant animals with no more impact on their environment
than gorillas, fireflies or jellyfish.
“On a scale of one to ten?” the doctor asks. Not good at estimating, I say “five,” since I’d never exaggerate with “ten”
Crows evacuate
their fire-seared Douglas firs.
Everyone you meet is suffering:
heart breaks, body aches,
the cruel despair of war.
Dazzlingly authentic first thing in the morning,
this nude scene is justified, if the curtains cannot censor
No red light hangs around here, it is time to recline
No more silken circumstances,
my relations are going methodical, getting credentialed
no future contacts dreamed up,
Missing:
Old Spice, your beer can collection, hours, tomatoes, my mother’s red lamp,
friends, manzanita, glasses, warm hands: lover-sized.
After another duplicate banishment of sunlight,
the courtyard fills with metal cans scraping along the concrete
echoes of the week’s indulgences are now being hauled out
Boneless and beautiful, the equinox morning seems ready
and open for restoring balance, a moment of clarity,
maybe a chance to find whatever health I’ve recently lost
Spinning, twisting, the curving ball drops to home plate.
The catcher can’t see the signs from the coach.
Anarchy is loose upon the diamond.
The wings anchor the redtail hawk to the sky
in an unstable atmosphere.
In a downward spire he swoops the field.
[derivative scribbled grooving to half-dead-Dylan obscure playlist as one grandkid drives bunch of us over Bay Bridge]
it's easy to have
courage when one of your feet
The curtain of the sky
tore
the earth shook
What started out as silica to the Phoenicians
became the Roman art on the dining room table.
Cage-cups , perfume bottles, animal flasks, and fluted bottles,
The queen of sage, the wiry rat dog,
guards our campsite, never relaxing,
a vigilant sentry, our patrolman of brush,
ICE outta Minnesota, love,
now they might allow dreams in the ghetto,
they might stop shooting niggas on the run,