Deal with the devil

I have had both feet in hell for so long,
Despite the anguish, I try to stand strong.
This barrier I call a flesh cage, I tried to break free from this rage.
Everything had been taken from me
So this is where I wish to be free.
Inside I am screaming, white noise

Silent tears falling, without a choice.
I have danced with the devil,

Because I have sold my soul,

For one good thing, called happiness.
What I got in return was madness.
I watch the walls crumble around me,
This world known for its dark destiny.
When will I ever see the light again?
Am I doomed here, within this deep pain?